Ways To Make Your Day Easier In Office

Today is still as boring in the office, but one thing rather different. My boss pissed me off in the meeting.

What position am i in nw in this company actually?a designer?a sales incharge? or shld i say a "sai-gang"? (isit suppose to spell like that my gosh -_-") seriously i think its ridiculous for what they are asking for frm me. I din study that at all, so how am i suppose to do it? ya i noe knocking doors at different stores aint hard, but tats really not im asking for after 3 yrs of studies and grad frm a design course. Somemore i have tons lotsa work on hand to finish it before datelines, cant they see i only have one pair of arms? i guess its really at my limit liao.. not say im that unreasonable or irresponsible to jus resign and leaving all the shits behind, but i've put in more dan enough effort trying to get things rite and work things out already. But there aint seems to haf any improvements. so,

i shall just move on.

Damn it! gonna look out for jobs again. So it means that i got to refine all my portfolio, and renew my resume again. Im lazyyyyy la.. so many things to work on man..studies la work la part time la bank la money la..looks like everything clash at the same time again. the only gd thing is, i got something to look forward to everyday. :) my bf always makes my day! Thanks God!

It's like a million years since i last post smt here! After i got used to write on a dairy instead of blog, it becomes a little dusty here..haha..im trying to burn some time now as im DAMN bored up in office -_-

Life is so much more meaningful nowadays ^_^ with my love one with me, i got drown in love every single moment. Thanks honey for being there for me when i needed someone, and thank you so much for putting in so much effort for our relationship, i know we're both trying hard to compromise well with each other, and we're really working things out all the while, i guess that's what u meant by taking one step at a time. I wanna make sure we stay in love always baby :) i have much trust in us. In Lord we'll b blessed. I thank Him so for having you with me.

Sometimes i really wonder how all these happened, when at first i actually believe that i wun be able to find someone like you anymore. im still feeling so lucky :) you let me realize how one can fall in love again. And definitely u make me sweet talk a lot nowadays, i din even noe i can b so sweet wif words one lor. lol.

hmmm, besides that, nothing seems like going by plan. Getting back to skool like becoming one of the hardest thing to do in life now. I din wan myself to regret in the future, so i tell myself i shld better off do smt abt it. haha. and im always dragging -__- can someone jus slap me awake?

My job is still as boring. Since the day i've decided to choose design course to study, i'v already got myself prepared to burn all my nites out for it. However this job doesnt seems to be like one tat will make me give in my best. Din have the passion for this. I shld haf noe what to do earlier on already. Come on kayann. Stop being lazy to settle what has to be settled.

i just realized our office had put on a cctv. and, its placed DIRECTLY in front of me. 

Hello Cam, ya im actually slacking now.

my gosh, really getting fired soon ah?lol.

All these while im like living in wonderland, drowning all the time, i din really believe all these will happen once again in my life...

like..

OMG. im so not wat im used to be, yet im glad that I did all these for a reason. Somehow im jus very sure of it. Din really know why, but i guess that's how it shld work out, you cant really explain it anyway. Haiyo, starting to make myself confused again, brain not really functioning well nowadays, lack of slp! stress frm work! i wonder how bad will it be when April comes :( but well, i still love design :) altou i noe its burning my life up, and its eating into my slping time. i wun be surprise if im gona die early cos of this job, haha..but its ok, at least my design stays! Passion shld be the word to make me feel motivated again. Thks for all the advice leh! Not that i'v not tot of it, just that i'm willing to gif a bet on it.

haha. but well, trying hard to earn back some $$ to carry on my 'passion', y are all the design materials that expensive one!!! Damn it! I realised i always buy those 'cool' design gadgets which eventually burn a hole in my wallet. I've over spent these few months!! like buying my new macbk pro and screen monitor, its like cutting my meats off at one go. hahaha..but its like FINALLY i haf an apple product!! Not too shameful to tell ppl now that i'm a designer. HAHA

Still feels like getting somemore stuff, but din wan to 大出血 in sucha short while. Almost bought Olympus e-p2 in IT fair, IT's SO COOLLLL!! Love the finishing of the product. Classic! Sad i missed the chance..

Zzz..

Still planning what to get first, Camera? iTouch? BB?? iPhone?? Magic Mouse??

WAAA..i hate my SECRET!its lagging like hall!takes 3 secs to open a message, and takes 10 seconds to load pictures. (@$%_!*#!&   ..nice finishing but bad UI :(

MP4 is dying too, cant load songs, cant save songs, memory is always "full" altou its empty. 

Zzz..

I always wonder if i really 克 electronic device. 

first is my Viewty, Dead cos i happened to drop it into the toilet bowl.

follow by my MP4, Hanged after i upgrade the ram.. and now ''sot-sot'' already.
Next is my Secret, keep having 'restart' problem and lagging frm loading msges.

And dan my Laptop, Photoshop CRUSH-ed. like OMG totally made me suffer cos i couldnt start on with projects, and that makes it worst when the deadlines are around the coner.

Even my new mac book pro. JUS got it and install programs in, IT CRUSH-ed TOO. and its called the ''white screen error''. which is like onli one out of a thousand Mac will have these error occur on first log-in. 

HOW GREAT. Totally speechless.

Alrite, too long nv post n now its like writing composition. hahaha..

Good place to relief my frustrations. Hoho.

shall stop here~ shld cut short my 'naggy-ness' and get started wif work.

BYE!

我究竟怎么了,泪水不能控制了.我好累...我找不回坚强的我, 面对这些事情, 竟然脑袋一片空白.无助.完全不知所措. 所有东西都压在头上了, 不能逃避, 终是要面对的. 抬起头, 天空不再那么蓝了.

是看开了还是放弃了? 面对不如意的事情, 我选择放在一旁. 以为久了就能解决了, 结果大错特错.

生活家庭学业朋友感情事业.  一时间一涌而来, 乱七八糟. 可能问题本来就出与我. 我独自检讨了好多晚. 究竟搞什么.失败.

看来坚持到了底, 已经喘不过气,是时候发泄了吧. 头脑乱乱的, 问题在里头不断绕着, 不知道得先解决什么. 

父阿, 请领我路, 我迷失好久了.

MY HAIR IS SHORT AGAIN!! T______T  i will rmb to say "keep the length" for sure next time. HAIz.

Alvis is back! and im flying off tomorrow..*speechless ..busy for the whole day running all over to get things done before the trip. tiring day :(  but at least got a chance to try out gd food tonite and its subup! Thanks aunty! =D and gd thing is tat POsh is nice enough to wait for me to collect the order before they close for the day~ altou it didn't appeared totally like wat i expected, it doesnt look too bad too..little surprise and gift for u! hope u like it :)

hk is cozy now and i love going back to walk walk :) wonder if sept really will be going over already ornot, well let fade decided on tat~ 

well, so i'll see you all soon on the 16th :) happy new yr and happy valentines day to all! =DD