All these while im like living in wonderland, drowning all the time, i din really believe all these will happen once again in my life...

like..

OMG. im so not wat im used to be, yet im glad that I did all these for a reason. Somehow im jus very sure of it. Din really know why, but i guess that's how it shld work out, you cant really explain it anyway. Haiyo, starting to make myself confused again, brain not really functioning well nowadays, lack of slp! stress frm work! i wonder how bad will it be when April comes :( but well, i still love design :) altou i noe its burning my life up, and its eating into my slping time. i wun be surprise if im gona die early cos of this job, haha..but its ok, at least my design stays! Passion shld be the word to make me feel motivated again. Thks for all the advice leh! Not that i'v not tot of it, just that i'm willing to gif a bet on it.

haha. but well, trying hard to earn back some $$ to carry on my 'passion', y are all the design materials that expensive one!!! Damn it! I realised i always buy those 'cool' design gadgets which eventually burn a hole in my wallet. I've over spent these few months!! like buying my new macbk pro and screen monitor, its like cutting my meats off at one go. hahaha..but its like FINALLY i haf an apple product!! Not too shameful to tell ppl now that i'm a designer. HAHA

Still feels like getting somemore stuff, but din wan to 大出血 in sucha short while. Almost bought Olympus e-p2 in IT fair, IT's SO COOLLLL!! Love the finishing of the product. Classic! Sad i missed the chance..

Zzz..

Still planning what to get first, Camera? iTouch? BB?? iPhone?? Magic Mouse??

WAAA..i hate my SECRET!its lagging like hall!takes 3 secs to open a message, and takes 10 seconds to load pictures. (@$%_!*#!&   ..nice finishing but bad UI :(

MP4 is dying too, cant load songs, cant save songs, memory is always "full" altou its empty. 

Zzz..

I always wonder if i really 克 electronic device. 

first is my Viewty, Dead cos i happened to drop it into the toilet bowl.

follow by my MP4, Hanged after i upgrade the ram.. and now ''sot-sot'' already.
Next is my Secret, keep having 'restart' problem and lagging frm loading msges.

And dan my Laptop, Photoshop CRUSH-ed. like OMG totally made me suffer cos i couldnt start on with projects, and that makes it worst when the deadlines are around the coner.

Even my new mac book pro. JUS got it and install programs in, IT CRUSH-ed TOO. and its called the ''white screen error''. which is like onli one out of a thousand Mac will have these error occur on first log-in. 

HOW GREAT. Totally speechless.

Alrite, too long nv post n now its like writing composition. hahaha..

Good place to relief my frustrations. Hoho.

shall stop here~ shld cut short my 'naggy-ness' and get started wif work.

BYE!